...St♥ry BeG♪n...

生活点滴

2011-12-14T12:37:00.002+08:00

突然间很想写下最近的生活。。。我的生活回复正常啦~~没有再喝到烂醉了。。。因为我和我男朋友和好了。。。终于决定要和他乘搭另外一辆列车前往另一个目的地了。。我并没有后悔做出这个决定。。因为我看见他很努力地改变，让我开心。。而且最近他还拿奖哦。。这可算是他人生很重要的踏脚石哦！因为他这部影片，很多人认识了他。。我当然也替他开心。。在这里，我要衷心祝福他，希望他可以在事业有一番成就！而对于我呢，我还是没有找到我的人生目标，真的不知道我正真想做什么。。希望有一天我也可以找到我的人生目标。。。在这里，我还是要感谢那些在我很低落的时候帮助我的人。。。对不起，我让你们担心了。。我不再让自己颓废下去了。。每天都要活得充实。。加油！！

路过的他

2011-09-02T13:26:00.002+08:00

在我和我男友出现问题时, 一个路人上了跟我们一样的列车... 真的没有想到我们从很陌生变得很熟悉了... 他的出现是好还是坏?? 到现在我还不清楚... 跟他一起,我真的有很舒服一下, 是太久没人疼我,关心我了吗?? 我真的有好几次都有被他感动到... 可是理智告诉我别傻, 不要轻易相信他...可是傻傻的我还是差点放弃理智, 让自己沉醉在这又真又假的情况...当然他还是有少少影响了我对我自己的感情作出的决定... 可是无可否认,我和我男友之间的确是有问题了,不然我是不会允许任何人闯入我的心...清楚我的人就懂我对爱情的执着..不过我还是做错了... 因为无论怎样都好, 应该解决我跟我男友的事情,才来跟这个路人打声招呼... 对不起! 真的是打从心里的道歉... 我已经尝试要和这个路人保持一定的关系,可是不懂为什么到最后,我们还是回到原点...这种一错再错的情形真的很难受... 可是都是自己拿来的.. 我是活该的... 因为身边本来就有一对很好的夫妇一直跟我说那个路人不是你要的..可是天真的我还是选择相信那个摸不着的路人.. 因为他给了我一场很美的梦... 可是梦始终还是要醒了.. 因为再不醒, 我又会跌得遍体鳞伤了.. 我在我现在的感情已经伤透透了...虽然表面看起来我好像已经对我男朋友很冷淡,其实心里还是很痛... 所以每一天都要喝酒麻醉自己...有时还醉得很难看...我到底怎么了?? 为什么要这样作践自己??? 医生的老婆昨天很认真地跟我谈了一整夜.. 我真的知道只有自己才能帮得到自己...可是还是要谢谢医生两夫妇这几个月对我的关心, 你们的忠言逆耳的句子从现在开始,我每一天都会挂在心和脑上... 一切都要结束了.... 无论对我的男友还是那个过路人, 我们要道别了... 因为我到我要去的车站了... 如果有缘的话,我们可能还会再坐同一列火车的...一切随缘吧... 以下八句话是送给我自己的...

（1）

若爱，请深爱..
放弃，请彻底..
等待，本身就是一个错误..
不要轻易放弃本不该放弃的，
也不要固执的坚持不该坚持的..

（2）
看的开一点，伤的就会少一点..
一个人要是捨得让你伤心，就根本不会在乎你是否流泪..
所以赶紧收起你那卑微的泪水。洗洗脸、刷刷牙，该干嘛就干嘛去吧〜

（3）
许多事情，总是在经历以后才会懂得，如感情..
错过了，遗憾了，才知道其实生活并不需要这么多无谓的执著..

（4）
秋天，残忍的季节，成熟不成熟的都要一同收割。
一切都会在秋冬交替的剎那间随风而逝，
唯有那一泓鲜亮山溪般的记忆永远在我心中哗哗流动..

（5）
珍惜手边的幸福，不要等到失去以后才悔不当初..
也许，你的一生也就只有那么一个人会真正用心在你身上..

（6）
人生就像一列车，车上总有形形色色的人穿梭往来。
你也可能会在车上遇到很多有缘分的人，
但当车停下来的时候，总会有人从人生这列车上上下下，
当你下去的时候挥挥手，一转身你能记住的只有回家的路..

（7）
有的人你看了一辈子，却忽视了一辈子..
有的人你看了一眼，却影响到你的一生..
有的人热情的为你而快乐，却被你冷落..
有的人让你拥有短暂的开心，却得到你思绪的连锁..
有的人一厢情愿了N年，却被你拒绝了N年..

（8）
不要欠朋友太多东西，因为你可能永远都没有机会还他..
经历过的永远不会从来拥有的只有回忆..
朋友请珍惜身边所拥有的一切吧〜！

加油,林碧颜!! 一定可以埃过去的!!!

心事

2011-08-25T15:26:00.002+08:00

很久没有上来了。。。我好像又要重新来过了。。。不是为了谁而放弃谁。。。是我很累了。。。没有办法再继续下去了。。。我走错了第一步，所以我不能后退了。。在这短短的两个月，我不懂哪一天是真正的开心的。。很多事在错的时间发生，很多人在错的时候觉悟。。。是要选择原谅还是遗忘？？真的太难了。。。原来爱情真的很脆弱而已。。。我要的简单爱已经没有了。。。已经复杂化了。。。你现在所对我的好为什么让我又喜又悲？？开心是因为我可以感受我对你的重要性，伤心是因为为什么现在才将对我。。。对你的冷淡就像拿着一把刀向自己的心刺去。。。知道你有多心痛，却没有力气回过头包着你安慰你了。。我讨厌现在的自己。。。讨厌这样无情地对你。。对不起！！你也不用觉得对不起我，我一路来是自愿的。。。我没有后悔过。。。这段感情也让我成长了。。还有一个星期就要做决定了。。。是好还是坏的结果，应该还是要面对吧。。太多东西挤在我的脑了。。。要写也写不完。。

*很爱过，很痛过，我们为了彼此而活过。。。*

范玮琪没那么爱他

2011-06-18T13:43:00.001+08:00

I like this song...

你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
便有些事情不能伪装
别为自己设了框

我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下

是习惯还是爱
不放心还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答

其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他

其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

深呼吸抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界那么大
幸福总会在某个地方
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
拥有过的计划
留给值得的对象
你知道不会是他

其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VeNdH2Q68a8&feature=player_embedded

其实，我还是放不下你，只是＿我伪装了，不再提起...

2011-05-14T16:24:00.001+08:00

I found this in facebook and I wanna share with you guys :)

有个人、爱过了、就结束了

有句话、说过了、就后悔了

有道伤、痛过了、就麻木了

有颗心、颤过了、就破碎了

一段亲情、过密了、就断绝了

一段友情、过近了、就稀释了

一段爱情、过深了、就剧终了

一段路口、过难了、就错选了

有些东西、时间放久了、就会变质的

有些事物、发展很久了、也会变质的

有些感情、时间和距离、是会贬值的

有些伤痛、酝酿得越久、发作得越厉害

有时候、想说出那三个字、却没勇气

有时候、想说出另三个字、却狠不下心

有时候、想刻意记得、却总是忘记

有时候、想可以忘记、却总是败笔

唯一一个人、想爱、可不能

唯一一个人、想恨、不可能

唯一一个人、想留、却无能

唯一一个人、想放、却不能

恋着一个人、天使从不曾离开

想着一个人、眼睛从开始睁开

望着一个人、目光在哪里停留

梦见一个人、微笑何时在嘴边

想说、我还喜欢你

想问、还喜欢我不

想懂、你在想什么

想装、所有的痛伤

想忘、那美好的过去

想忆、却渐渐逝去

想静、却心烦意乱

想哭、却泪已流尽

曾幻想、你我依然在一起

曾梦想、我会一生有你

而现实、看见你、我在躲避

不见你、却在寻觅

而如今、说不出那种感觉

道不出那份思念

其实

我一直偷偷的喜欢着你

只是

每当我被你无意中伤害时

却偷偷的跑开了

因为

我要去只有我一个人的世界

独自流泪

独自心痛

不让任何人知道

那最深处的伤

我必须伪装

记住

我不会把自己的伤痛与不快乐分享给你

那是因为我很自私

我只会把自己的幸福与快乐分享给你

那是因为爱是自私的

我只会给你

所以

我受的伤

从不怪你

或许

只是我的自作多情

但是

喜欢一个人

不要求对方一定要喜欢你

不是吗

曾经

谢谢你让我开心死了

快乐死了

幸福死了

也让我对你的心死了

但还是偷偷的恋着你

一直一直

最后想问你

如果你我真的不能在一起了

我是否应该选择离开

离开这个有你的地方

是否应该选择忘记

我要怎么才能忘记你

等着你的回答

一直一直

等下去我不想让你看见我！因为这样会让我们更尴尬！因为爱你！我选择了放弃！只要你能高兴快乐！找到自己的真爱！我内心就是流着血也是高兴的！因为我和你、你给我留下了好多美好的！难忘的记忆！

Call me GOD of bad luck

2011-03-15T23:48:00.004+08:00

Hi people, it's been a while i never update my blog....well, 2011 doesn't seem as a good year for me...or I should say all these bad lucks start from the beginning of 2010?? I seriously so pissed off with my life!! WHY ME??? I keep asking myself this same question... I did not do anything wrong or even hurt , kill or rape people??? but why must I deserve all these?? I don't deserve these!! I just want to live peacefully and nothing go wrong ...but YOU are not fulfill my requirement and give me as much challenges as you can... but YOU know, I am soooo tired to take your challenges... Can YOU please stop challenging me?? I surrender and please do not aim at me anymore... Since last year, I lost four phones (victims: Se S500i, LG ice-cream, Se W910 and my beloved Iphone4), wallet, laptop and Polaroid camera and then got family problem... All these incidents happened in 2010 and What's happening in 2011?? First of all, let's talk about my car... I should be happy cause finally I got my own car... SPECIAL thanks to my parent~~~ but this car is sooo unhappy to attach with me~~~he keep giving me problems and forcing me not to touch him... Before my parent pass me the car, they fixed everything for me but end up i still need to send him to hospital and the discharge fees cost me RM930!!!! I don;t even drive you for a week then you torture me like this??? Thanks god my mum sponsor me so that I don't have to worry about the payment... Oh ya, forgot to tell you all, before my car spoil, my laptop spoil as my bf drop it even just a very low degree but my laptop screen spoilt... Luckily it still under warranty if not $$$ will fly again~~ story continue with my contact lens... Last week I bought 3 pairs of contact lens and it costs me RM40 per pair... My grey contact lens just spoil without wearing them for 24 hours... Joke right?? Are all these prove that I am GOD of bad luck?? I even had a big fight with my bf one month ago~~~ I never ever fight with him before but bad luck just lead me to that situation which I don't wish to see... and what's happening today??? SO... everyone ask me to go and pray, and this lovely couple (my housemate) brought me to temple and pray... So i donated $$ and I prayed sincerely... I thought this will come to an end to me... but.... it happened again to me... I went out to withdraw money and suddenly the car broke down... I just realize my car is running out of petrol.. Luckily I was not driving alone and there is a petrol station nearby the bank... so my friend help me to buy petrol and settle down the problem... guys, story haven end yet... after that I went back to the bank again and when I go back to my car, air con just spoil without giving me a sign~~ so tell me, what should I do now?? heizzzzz....now I just hope for the best, wish I would be ok in everything...ok, stay tune for next chapter as I hope I will bring up some brighter event...

我记得我爱过

2010-08-20T02:13:00.000+08:00

电台有人点播
播我记得我爱过
后视镜里的我
沉默话不多
目送你下车上楼
紧握的蕾丝漂泊
你的脸一闪而过
知道一些线索
在这个时刻
我忍住没有问出口
我记得我爱过
哭着要不回那些快乐
怕情绪失控着
怕我泪流成河
怕你所有些些勉强不得
我记得我爱过也懂了
你感情上的转折
泪湿透了纸鹤
爱斑白了颜色
而我的心被撕裂般拉扯
已经难以愈合
你说只是朋友
我配合的很难过
你眼神在闪躲
在这个时刻
还有什么你没说
你低头擦指甲油
数着樱花有几多
画面感很温柔
我却心算着
你几次沉默冰冷对我
我记得我爱过
哭着要不会那些快乐
拍情绪失控着
怕我泪流成河
怕你所有些些勉强不得
我记得我爱过也懂了
你感情上的转折
泪湿透了纸鹤
爱斑白了颜色
而我的心被撕裂般拉扯
我记得我爱过
要不回那些快乐喔~~
怕情绪失控着
怕我泪流成河
怕你所有些些勉强不得
我记得我爱过也疯了
开始自言自语着喔~~
泪湿透了纸鹤
爱斑白了颜色
而我的心被撕裂般拉扯
已经难以愈合

our 365th day... simple yet sweet.. ♥

2010-07-31T21:28:00.003+08:00

omg!!!! I've been attached with you for 365 days!!!! I still remembered the day u confess with me... the day we went for kelip kelip... 2 months in the biggest loser... is a small challenge for me cause we were still new at that moment... our christmas, new year, valentine.... we celebrated them together!!! you always share with me what you have done in ur career and I always share with you what I did in my study... we came from different background, different thinking but the fate make us walk together in our journey~~ because of your career, we lack of our paktuo time, u even skip my birthday but I always understand your situation.. You do not need to change anything for me because I love you for who you are.. :P the tolerance between me and you is always the best reason for keep improving in our relationship.. thanks for the lovely celebration... thanks for the ring and flower... thanks for the time and commitment.... thanks baby!!!! thanks for everything that you did in my life.. Happy 1 year anniversary... I hope the sweetness between me and you will always remain... I hope there is still a lot more 365 days to gooooo.... I ♥ U...

his birthday ♥

2010-07-31T15:46:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to my bitbit,
Happy Birthday to YOU ♥
it's my b 24th birthday!!! although plan keeps changing but at the end I succeed to make it... I really want to thanks to all my beloved friends for the attendance and also help me a lot in the plan...and also thanks for someone that trying to challenge me in the plan and summore want to appeal in the party, ur face really thick enough!! thanks to all my beloved classmate ( Chyi, Boey, Dorcas & Jimmy) because u guys did it even though the next day have 2 assignments to submit... THANKS from the bottom of my heart~~ thanks to his friends especially Edmond and Gareth eventhough from far and jam like hell but they still make it ... Wish you happy and healthy in every single day... hope you will be successful one day with all your efforts putting in your career... I'm sure you can do it!!! Ganbatte dear!!! Although I never tell you about this before but no doubt You are always the best in my heart!!!♥ hope you like the preziiiss I gave you also... muackz... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO you, QSC!!! :)

my update...

2010-06-28T21:41:00.002+08:00

It’s been some time I never update my blog.. Don’t know why, I just feel like update it right now…
Erm… Let’s talk about my recent life… This is my second sem in my final year edi… Every subject is harder compare to previous sem and also the assignments really killing me~~ stress + tired… I just hope I can maintain in my second upper class..that is more than enough already :) Besides, because of my packed schedule, I never meet my parent for one month ++ already… I miss them freaking much!!! Seriously homesick!!! And also all my dearest buddy in my hometown… sorry for always absent for the birthday celebrations… I really wish I could be there to share the happiness with you guys but everytime also crashed with my schedule… heiz… T.T… I miss my foundation gang as well…We din gather for one year already.. How you guys doing?? I know everyone of us also have a partner edi.. so hope four of us also sweet sweet with our bf ok?? Hehe :) I miss my dance class and my teacher and my friends there… dunno when only got the chance to go back to the dancing class.. ><” Let’s move on… I have already moved in to 91 (my bf’s house) since june… erm, I should said officially move in… hahaha… I just hope I didn’t do the wrong decision..Because I really need to consider the pros and cons of staying together… anyway, so far so good la.. Although we did quarrel sometimes but we still sayang each other.. But sometime I just feel like I give in too much already, but I think I just sort of used to it already.. Sometimes I just feel unsecure but I know he loves me like I did, it just we show the “love” in different way… and I know sometimes I just think too much… no matter how important am I in your mind, it really doesn’t matter, I just want to be a part of it.. that is more than enough already… ok la.. I gonna stop here… I hope all my family & friends stay happy and healthy…take care… I miss u all :-(

Hennessy Artistry @QEII Penang on May 27,@Zouk KL on May 29

2010-05-13T13:07:00.009+08:00

After the unforgettable night at The Opera not too long ago, the most happening party is back once again!!!

Hennessy Artistry ‘The Global Art of Mixing’ will once again hit the Malaysian clubbing scene with not one, but TWO astral parties in May! Promising a colourful blend of music, delectable Hennessy VSOP long drinks and an expected crowd, the most talked about party in town will be storming through QEII, Penang on May 27 and Zouk KL on May 29. Yeah peeps, Hennessy Artistry turns up a notch with two parties in Penang and KL.

On the music front, headlining the night are Summer Daniels and DJ Tempo, two of four members from the electro house hip-hop quartet, Speaker Junkies.

Joining them on the Hennesy Artistry stage are local hip-hop extraordinaires, Joe Flizzow - one half of the internationally renowned Malaysian hip-hop duo, Too Phat - and his protégé Sona One.

Bringing to life its trademark repertoire, ‘The Global Art of Mixing’, revellers can also expect to be blown away by the Ad Bangers, a DJ duo comprising of Didjital and Blink (of Lap Sap).

Passes to H-Artistry ‘The Global Art of Mixing’ is by-invitation only. To obtain invitations to the party at QE II and Zouk log on to
http://www.h-artistry.com.my/ OR
www.h-artistry.com.my/facebook OR
www.h-artistry.com.my/twitter

babes, let's party!!!

Recap: SHE's concert!! ^^

2010-03-27T19:35:00.003+08:00

sorry to all my readers...I really long long time nvr update my blog... Finally I have my own free tme and manage to update my blog... hehe...yes, I went to SHE concert on last last last saturday!!!! Tell you what??? The concert really owesome!!!!!! Really a good memory for me because I meet them again!!! wuhuuu!!!! ok la...this is just a short post..let's look to my picha!!! :P

F@mily g@thering 2010 ♥

2010-03-03T00:17:00.002+08:00

It's just happenned 3 days ago~~~ yes, it's a family gathering (mostly cousin gathering) hahaha... happy dinner and gathering in a warm + harmony environment~~ I wish the time would stop there cause we really long time never gather together already... and really thanks to handsome kor kor and his family for organizing this dinner and preparing the meal for us~~ simple yet so memorable~~ I love you guys!!! muackz ~~~

my off day ~~

2010-03-02T23:23:00.004+08:00

yes..last FRIDAY is a public holiday and my boss said it's an off day for us and so happen my baby Q also off on that day!!!! yeah~~ finally we got some time to pak tuo lu~~ MR Q had suggested heading down to KLCC Aquaria~~~ GOOD idea cause I never been there before...hehe...we play mahjong together on thursday night...I slept at 4am and he slept at 8am!!!! and we woke up at 1pm , prepare ourselve and go to our final destination- KLCC Aquaria~~~ hahaa~~ when we reach KLCC, we went to buy our tickets first ... argh!!! I forgot to bring my student card ah!!! coz IF you show ur student card to the cashier , u will get the ticket for RM20 per headonly...normal price is RM28....and 1 student card can buy 2 tickets... so bad but we have to get them in normal price....sorry,bb....haha...after bought the tickets, we had our breki+lunch in Kenny Rogers!!! not really yummy but still acceptable~~ we straight go into the Aquaria after the meal~~ how's KLCC Aquaria???? erm, for me, I would said that it's worth for the $$~~~ so for those who never been there before, go and have a walk now!!! haha... after visiting the Aquaria, we straight went to AMP SQUARE for our sing K section.. it actually is Wai Leng(my bf's colleague) birthday celebration so before we headed down to Sunway, we bought a mini body shampoo set in Body Shop as her birthday present...hope she like it~~ we sing from 8pm until 4am~~ yes , it's 8 hours sing k section for 6 person~~ hahah.. really enjoy till the max on that day cause finally we can spend time together, have fun together~~ thanks baby!!! thanks for your planning and everything!!! I ♥ y0u, MR Q~~

my valentine present aka new toy - fujifilm instax mini 7s

2010-02-22T23:08:00.003+08:00

yeah yeah!!!!! my valentine preziiiii isssssssss fujifilm instax mini 7s!!!! hehehe..yeah!!! thanks thanks baby!!!!I like it!!! white or choco????
hahah... at the end I choose choco...

don't know why I just want to get something special although
I know white look nicer and majority of my friends prefer white!!!

hahaha.. nvm, I like my choco choco~~~ took 4 pics edi lu~~~

one pic cost me RM2.50 lei... is just a credit card size...hahaa... anyway, worth it~~
and also is baby Q bought for me one,

so no matter how, i will appreciate it!!! thanks again!!! loveeeeeeee you!!! muackz... sorry for wasting

your money...>.<"

Chinese New Year and Valentine ♥

2010-02-19T19:37:00.002+08:00

yes.....no more 20 for me already... I am now 21 years old lu~~~ hehe...ya...after one month ++ internship , I finally get my off day!!!! you guys know why???? because it's Chinese New Year!! yeah!!! finally I can rest..I mean mentally rest~~~ haha...I start off on Thursday....On Thursday, I was resting in 91 for 24 hours to charge my battery..and Friday , I did a freaking shopping spree with my dear sis, Renn... spend about 700 in one freaking day~~ haha... enjoy but $$$$ gone... T.T...I went back my hometown on Saturday and have my reunion dinner with my lovely family...happy =) from 14 till 16 , the routine is the same...wake up-->eat-->hang out with fren-->gamble-->eat-->sleep....really relax and enjoy the time with all my friends and family...miss u all a lot and finally got to meet up with you guys!!! and mummy, Happy Birthday ooo!!! love you!!! Eric and Crystal, Happy birthday too!!! Wish 3 of you happy and healthy always!! :P the most happening day falls on 17.. why I say so....it's because it's the time MR Quek need to meet up with my family~~~ I am nervous than him because I really scare he gave my family a bad impression, but at the end everything was going smooth...dad and mum also quite like him so he considered pass la...hahaha...Baby, good job...muackz.. :-* after meeting up with my family, we went back to KL... and we have our belated mini valentine dinner in Bubba Gump.... I really feel touch because baby Q dont like to eat shrimp but he knows I love it very much so he brought me here... yeah!!! have a great dinner there...but the garlic make me suffering!!! anyway, Thanks my MR Q... LOVE YOU!!!! hope our relationship can last longer =) KISSSSSSS!!!!! waiting for my belated valentine present!!! haha^^ after the dinner, went to tropicana to catch up a movie, 14 blades with my dear sistasss... and today, have a great dinner with my sistass, fai and geraldine!!!! happy happy!!!!

my first month intern in Bert Communication

2010-02-02T22:21:00.002+08:00

yes, lady and gentlemen...finally I get to update my blog ...and also a quick update...coz I am still in the office, not really good to do my own stuff here... but now boss is not here so I can at least spend about 20 minutes to write this post... I have been intern for one month in Bert Communication.. It's fun, stress and challenging...Doing a MCP in Singapore for 4 weeks time...Dont misunderstand me, I am not staying at Singapore for a month but I will be there every weekend to shoot the MCP and this coming sunday will be my last week in Singapore... and we will be going to shoot a Disney TV promo from Thursday until Saturday... And I am sure this week will be a freaking tiring week because after the Disney shoot, which means Sunday, we will straight go down to Singapore...I dont even have my off day until now... But I know this is so called production life.. No matter how tired, how stress it is, I still will enjoy the time when I am working because I know I love production life.. but I just hope I can get a good rest...my panda eye is become worse!!!!!!!!!!!! ok...is time to go back to work... will update soon... stay tune =)

The day before I go for my internship...

2010-01-06T10:25:00.002+08:00

yeah....it's happen on 3rd of January 2010... oh yeah, before I start , forgot to mention about my first couple t...hahaa.... yeah we bought a couple tee in batu pahat!!! very cute oo!!! Thanks baby... hehe... okay, we planned to catch up a movie, Avatar 3D and have a shopping spree in Mid Valley... We bought our tickets in GSC singnature, The Garden first then only start to shop... it's almost full house and this is my first time going into premier class for movie~~~ not bad oo!! but the price also not bad...haha...RM54 for two person... haha... Thanks baby lol... so our movie is at 5.40pm..so we walk around in Mid Valley first.. yeah, baby get me a DKNY perfume as my belated birthday!!! yeah.. is a pink DKNY!! both of us like the smell... :P After that we took our lunch in Mc Donald.. and then baby Q bought his shoes and T-shirt in Echo Park.. after Echo Park, we went into the Converse shop... looking for couple shoes as well but so bad all the nice shoes dont have our size ><" haha...nvm lol... will check out other branches as well...okay, after all, we went back to cinema and watched Avatar 3D!!! this movie really super nice oo!!! love the plot , love the effects!! THANKS, baby!!! love you~~ :P

The X'm@s night and memorable days in A Famosa ♥

2009-12-30T23:34:00.005+08:00

ye@H!!! i am here to talk about my Christmas night in A Famosa... :P hehe!!!! My baby Q really gave me a memorable Christmas in this year~~ Thanks Q... all the disappointment is gone yet left the happy memories in my mind~~ on 24th December, Mr Q came back to PJ and picked me up to A Famosa...yes, he still need to be there to help out so we have to spend our Christmas there... Mr Q reach my house around 6.30am and we reach thr around 8am... say hello to his colleagues and then go bk our room and Zzz... coz both of us also very tired... sleep until evening and then dinner and then start our poker game~~ haha... " ZOK DAI DI"...who lose in the game have to drink half cup of soft drinks.. me and toyo drink a lot so you guys should know what I means right...hahaha...Toyo even drink until vomit... actually it's worse than beer or any liquor cause soft drink got a lot of gas so you wont feel comfortable when you have too much of it...hahaa...we dont have any special celebration for this christmas eve but I still enjoy it... :P
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25th of December...
woke up at 1 pm....hhaha...took our breakfast and then start to work...erm, work means help to clean up and wrap all the sponsor stuffs.... after finished clear up half of the stuffs, we jump into our villa's swimming pool...wuhuuuu~~~ I'm loving it!!! akkakaa...after finished "mandi" in the swimming pool, we went to Cowboy Town... the place is almost full ah!!! A happenning night in this Cowboy Town...We watched Carnival Show...it's great because we get to watch some shows and also fireworks!!! keke...not bad right my christmas night??? hehe... thanks baby for giving me a memorable christmas~~ This is the first time I spent my Christmas with my partner...not bad!!! keke... :P anyway, don't forget you owe me a Christmas present ooo~~ hheehe....
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26th of December..
yes.. our next destination is Animal World Safari....hehe... we first go into the jungle to catch up the wild animal !!! ehheehe...after that, walk around the mini zoo and enjoyed the bird show, wild animal show , cowboy show and elephants show!!! hehe...happy 100%~~ tired 50%....hahaha.... thankz baby again~~~ muackz.. oh ya, we bought a photo from A Famosa as well... erm, is a photo that capture us when we sit on the elephant... :P
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27th of December...
erm, I still remember I got abit dulan my baby coz he promise me to bring me to water world but both of us woke up at 2pm...hahhaaa...actually cant blame him also... but I just not in the mood so....hahaa....but just a while only then I cool down already... and then I jump into swimming pool again ...hahaha...after that rest a while then start our bbq party ~~~ we played 21 poker game as well...hehe...that's all ..
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28th of December...
wuhuuuuu~~~ finally went to my final destination-water park... but actually not much to play...coz quite small only... anyway, still I enjoy the time with you♥ hehe... tired but really fun!!! we bought our 1st couple key chain in the souvenir shop oo..."angel and devil"... hahah...cool~~ after reach villa, I jumped into the swimming pool again but my baby went to Zzz... piggy :P
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29th of December..
nothing much to say for this day...haha... we help out to wrap aall the stuffs and then went to Tampin for our dinner and went back to my baby's hometown, Batu Pahat!!! wuhuu!!! a peaceful place... I love this place sooo much...
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30th of December..
guess what we did on this day??? My baby can't belive both of us can shop in 3 shopping malls in a day.. hahah...BP shopping malls thumb down....haha...anyway, I still bought a vcute bottles and a contact lens case and some souvenirs for my dear siss... erm, simple key chains...hope they like it... :P baby bought a BUM shoes and a Levis jeans... become much handsome by wearing all this new stuffs...hahaha... although I Thumb down, but still I enjoy the shopping moment because you spend your time with me... THANKS again..
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31st of December...
yeah... is last day of 2009... many many thing happen in this year... happy+sad+disappointment+angry.... ofcause everyone experince the same... no one will happy forever but I know everyone is trying to be happy and enjoy their life... I think I am still a happy go lucky dumb dumb gal... cause all the unhappy stuff already throw into the air... almost forgot everything already... I mean I satisfied with my life right now... oh ya, we didnt go anywhere to countdown cause aunty Q is preparing a mini BBQ party for Quek's family and little me...hahaha... so we chilled out a while with Mr Q's friend before we go home for the mini countdown party... a very very simple celebration but I can feel the the house is fulled of the warm feel... although dont have any sepcial celebration with you, didnt see any firework in this last day, but I stilll feel happy and satisfied cause whatl I ask for is just you will be with me... and you did it!!! Really Thanks for everything you did to me ... and sorry if I did any mistake... baby, I love you and yet I hope u will love me more and more!!! hahahah.... I hope everyone will have a enjoyable life journey in this coming brand new year and I hope baby, you can happy always !! ^^
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1st and 2nd of January
erm... what I want to mention in these two days is.... haha... baby didnt break his promise....he brought me to Segeting before we leave Batu Pahat... I like the place... but I am scare to walk on the bridge... hahaha... The bridge is so called "couple bridge".... and I think it purposely make the bridge look unsafety to walk on so that every single couple can hold each other hands tightly!!!! wakakaka!!! full of imaginations....Thanks baby Q again and again!!!

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hang out with my baby Miko and princess sis... :P

2009-12-22T22:57:00.002+08:00

yeah~~~ again headed down to Times Square to meet my baby Miko with my princess sis... FREAKing tired ah~~~~ shop for 7 hours ++...hahaha... coz Miko, all the way from Kampar, super long time never shopping in KL already...so spend sibeh a lot of time to shop today... we both bought our bf's Christmas present and then my princess sis and Miko bought some stuff for themselves also... eat--> shopping--> camwhoring--> shopping--> eat.... hahhaa...enjoy with you guys oo!!! however....... my mood been spoiled by a fxxking good news!!!! heiz!!!! who should I blame???!!! I cannot blame him but I cannot cool down!! Delay and delay... I really don't know we can celebrate Christmas together or not... HEIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ... don't want to say already la...more hope more disappointment... good night...

-photos will upload soon-

Battle Ground 2009~~

2009-12-20T00:10:00.002+08:00

Yeah~~ before I talk about Battle Ground 2009, let's talk about my hometown day first...haha...^^ I was decided to back my hometown on Thursday and back pj on Saturday because this is only my free time in my whole sem break... because I know I will not be free on 23 onwards coz I will spend my time with him on 23 onwards... Finally we can spend time together lol... ya, back to my hometown day, haha...eat bird nest every single day !!! feel sooo good~~ yummy yummy^^ thanks mummy !!! Thanks for the delicious homemade dishes and thanks for always give me the best and always care for my health... I love you and daddy... haha...comes to my main point here- Battle Ground 2009... I am rushing back to pj because of this competition... first of all, need to congratz to my dear Katoon Network group... You guys really DOPE yet you guys did very very well and give a lot of suprises to us and also the judges... but some comment about this Battle Ground... I think the organizer should be organise this competition in a proper venue coz I think the management system are freaking SUCKS!!! A lot of the supporters can't even watch the competition because of the limitation of spaces in MOS... this is really really very bad... I hope they can improve next year...haha...
kiwi lao po, are you okay??? We all are damn worry about you... don't do or think silly thing ok?? we all are here with you... anything share with us ok!!! we all will support u~~ no matter how, 3 of us won't let you down ... love you...muackz...
ok lol...now waiting my baby Q call me lol... but dont know what time he will be calling me coz he is now having wrap party ... nvm la...I already used to wait...hahaa...good nigh everyone... muackz~~

heart talk....

2009-12-16T23:20:00.003+08:00

yes... I had a heart talk section with my Mr Q yesterday night..... I told him everything happen in this 2 month!!!! Is nothing to do with him... Is all about my life in this 2 months... talk until I cry...don't know why, I just feel like that time he is giving me his shoulder and let my tears drop on his shoulder...coz normally I wont let him down because of me...watever is it, I will only share my happiness with him...because I know how hard he work for this project and how stress is him... and I know I should not burden him more.. That's why I keep all this in my heart all the way... but just don't know why, yesterday I told him what and how I feel in all the time... Is about my life and friendship... baby, I really need to thanks you for spending 1 hour ++ time to lend me your ears. to comfort me, to tahan your tiredness and everything.... thanks... But I feel so sorry also because I made you worry me, make you down because of me, make you cant rest well.... baby, telling all this doesn't mean I didn't good care of myself as what I promised you before you for this project.... baby, don't worry... I will be fine... When the time you come back, you will see back your dumb dumb and chubby baby*i mean my fishball face*... because I know you will try your best to make my life cheerful and I know you won't let me down also *although you always did, kakaka^^*...so baby, I just wish to have a wonderful holidays with you before I go for my internship... miss you here and I guess I will see u on next Monday...

sing k with uni gang~~

2009-12-16T22:35:00.004+08:00

A short post here...I was having my sing k section with my uni gang in Puchong Neway ... we sing from 1pm until 7pm...syiok a~~~ after that go I0I mall with * pig couple*, Jimmy and Dorcas ...They bought two Rubik's cube...

We don't know when can meet again since I know we will be busy with our internship... and yet I am here to wish to you guys good luck and all the best ya!!! keep in touch~~

a wrap for my YEAR TWO !! wuhuuu!!!! ^^

2009-12-15T22:22:00.002+08:00

YES!!! it's a WRAP for my year 2 in uni... finally I left one more year to go on my study life!!! hahahaa.... I was finished my first and also last paper on Monday... this sem I have only 1 paper... syiok!!! keke... Recently quite happy because everything is settle down , exam is finished, assignment and presentation finished, and few more days can meet my Mr Q and we have some plan for our upcoming Christmas and also our holidays.. this is the only time we can spend our precious time together.... because he will finished this project soon and of cause I also in holiday now... but we just have that little time to spend together.... because I am going to start my internship on 4th January and he will have an upcoming project on January... We will have much much much less time to spend together~~~ heiz... Is this good for both of us???I just hope things won't go worse.. As what I said we are still new, but we don't have much time to meet up or even chat on phone... What can I do now is I need to think on the bright side, as what I wrote in my previous post, it's a challenge for me and you... If we can go through all this, I think our relationship will get much better and much stable... just hope god bless us lol~~

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I already promise my princess sis that I will bring her go shopping after my exam...so we headed down to time square and sg wang on Tuesday... wa... crazy shopping in both place!!!!! $$ gone... so now I am in *broke* status... but really enjoy the day coz long time didn't shop like this lu~~ but still need to consider before make every single purchase because we all don't have much $$$....haha... We also having lunch with our handsome kor kor at BBQ plaza... yeah!!! one of my favourite restaurant!! enjoy the lunch and the shopping day with two of my cousin sisss... but so bad we just took few photos with my sis's phone coz my camera is not with me right now... but will get it back soon... * happy happy~~

♥

2009-12-13T12:12:00.004+08:00

a sweet/geli post again... yesterday I fall sick and suffering in doing my fxxking revision cause I totally don't know what it talking about!!! MAD ah~~~ hahahahaa... but I meet the best doctor to cure all my sickness and madness....The best doctor is ...........hahaa.... My Mr Q...keke~~~Yest after read through the notes, *totally can't go in* actually not really sleepy, but still hope to rest earlier cause not feeling well, so I went up to my room at around 12am... after that chit chat a while with my sistass, but still can't sleep... after that, my doctor Q called me... we chit chat a lot because the previous 3 days we never on phone due to his packed schedule...so charm ritez?? haha...but everything is worth because I think we can more appreciate each others due to lack of communication times... so that we won't so fast get bored of chatting or meeting with each other~~ keke.. the main treatment he gave me is hahaha....a good news yet something he never told me before and I never expect he will tell me this ..keke~~ I always think that only me think for him , only me want to get better in this relationship , but actually my doctor Q also will think for it~~ just he never express himself... actually what make my heart melting is every single world is so sincere from his heart... maybe the sentences or words seem normal for everyone, but for me, it means a lot ... really so happy yet soooo sweet to chat with him yesterday~~ 1 week ++ he will finished his work lol!!! kaka... and I hope we will have a memorable Christmas and also can't wait for my freaking belated birthday celebration and birthday present ~~ wuhuuu!!! hehe....MR Q, can't wait to meet you!!! keke... love you~~~ muackz!!! ok la, wanna study lu~~ tomorrow exam lol....wish all my classmate and me myself good luck and all the best ya...

meet my bitbit for 2 hours time ♥

2009-12-10T18:00:00.002+08:00

yes , lady and gentlemen!!! I meet my boy yest for 2 hours time yest... at first he told me he will overnight here, but at the end have to rush back to A Famosa... really disappointed but still have to accept... he told me will be back here after lunch, again his boss wan him to stay back after lunch to settle some stuff....so he reach here around 4...and I headed down to Pavilion to meet a "friend" to take back all my "stuff" and also having my lunch with handsome kor kor...talk a lot of stuffs yet tears keep dropping... heiz... what to do, I am too stubborn yet selfish... I know I can't be like this...so like what I said, let go is the best way to make myself happy... haha..after that baby come station to pick me up and then went to his house... chit chat a while with the gang then we go back his room and start our sweet chat and he bought me a bangle...hehe...little present from him... my heart is melting...2 hours is really short!!!! after 2 hours sweet talk in his room, he went to the event....*oh ya, forgot to tell you all actually this is the main purpose and also the only excuse he can come back pj..* hahha...the event is nothing to do with the 20k...haha...he and the gang quite disappointed but I damn happy coz this is the only chance I can meet him...after the event, he already need to rush back to A Famosa...come and yim teh a while with me and then we went to his house to take some stuff and then sent me back home... although the time we met is short but still I appreciate every moment we spent together and yet I feel so happy and so sweet to meet you... Thanks for telling me I am "high" in your heart~~ The word means a lot to me... I will always beside you when you need me... 2 more weeks we can meet again le... miss you ... I love you, Mr Q...

Chilled out wf my sistass and handsome kor kor...

2009-12-10T17:21:00.006+08:00

sucks!!!

this is the nicest among all!!!

A short posts here... me and my 2 sistas went to One Utama for our long yet crazy sing k section on few days ago... before we started our sing k section, we dated our handsome kor kor at a very last minutes to dinner together.. we having our dinner in Garden....the environment there not bad, but food there is not really nice... after the dinner, my little princess sis wanna eat ice cream so we decided to having our dessert section in haagen-dazs.. wow!!! it's really great to have my GREENTEA ice cream...haha....after that, we headed to neway to start our sing k section, 11pm-4am...kaka!! really enjoy the moment with my 2 sistas.... sing nonstoping!!! kaka... somehow, don't know why , when I sing certain songs, it recalled back some of my sad memories... but I have already told myself, I need to think in bright side...so I know everything will be alright...maybe not now but soon~~
-all the photos are taken by my sista's phone-

RECAP-presentation and new moon~~

2009-12-10T16:27:00.004+08:00

camwhoring before go for presentation ^^

haha...it happened last friday~~ Finally, my year 2 is over... been bc for this 7 weeks....packed with assignments and presentation and now we left one paper... a lot of thing happen in this sem...but all is over already ..just hope won't repeated the same thing again...haha...before the presentation, we catch up a movie- Twilight Saga, New Moon... erm, I know majority of the audience will said this is such a bored and sucks movie, but for me, I think it is ok ... a romantic movie with romantic dialogues... :P I like Jacob's body soooo much but but Edward's softness towards Bella!!! heart is melting...kaka~~ but it is impossible happen in real world...

Let go ....

2009-12-09T01:09:00.002+08:00

everything have to let go.....

-sealed in my heart-

baby, MR Q♥

2009-12-04T02:00:00.003+08:00

baby, miss you ...hahah...finally we chatted for around 25 minutes... normal talk but I feel warm... I know you very tired already, just hope you doing well there~~ 18 days to go to end your project lol...finally you can have some rest^^ oh ya, a good news for me and you... MR Q coming back to PJ on 9th Dec... because he is going to attend MSC Malaysia Kre8tif Industry Awards Night to get the RM20k cheque. and why it is a good news for me, hahahaha....it is because I can meet him lol...kaka^^ but so bad he can only stay here for one day~~ haha...but better than never...baby, I know recently you facing some problems in your work ... maybe no to happy with your work...but just wanna tell you , no matter what, I will always beside you and suport you!!! last but not least, just wanna tell you that I ♥ you...

Went to A Famosa to meet my MR. Q ♥

2009-11-23T19:34:00.012+08:00

Rob ( Assistant Director) & m3

♥

Y♥Q

bitbit cooking maggie for me after work for our supper^^

this is the only entertainment : rubik's cube + MP3 player

no make up, serious eye bag and dark circle..

nice view^^

Is time to talk about my happy moment...I didn't meet my boy in almost 1 month times... for me, it actually not very long.. but still I very miss him because every single day we don't have much time to chat...maybe 5 minutes or 2 minutes... I know he is busy with his work as he has to work for long hours, not much time to rest, cant even get a good rest... pity to see him working like hell man...because of his long working hour, sometimes I will emo myself because when I really need someone, he is always wont be the first one to lend me a hand or a ear... ofcause I understand his working situation so I won't blame him la... I always tell myself be INDEPENDENT so that I won't always miss him or think about about him or emo myself here...but it is really hard... and I had told him how I feel because it's really suffer to keep all this in heart... so I told him and he did say something to comfort me and I think he know what I need right now...I know I should not burden him so I have to think maturely and become more independent... ya, it's a challenge for me and you, baby... I believe we can do it!!! what I want to mention in this post is ...hahahahha!!! MR Q asked me headed down to A Famosa to visit him... I feel surprised yet excited because he told me he very miss me and he don't have any off day to go down to KL to find me so ask me to go A Famosa which is his working place... I've decided to go down on last week because last week is the most free week for me so I planned to go down on last wednesday... I took bus from Pudu to Melaka...met my beloved friend, hoon shi... She came to the station and picked me up.. followed her back to her uni, MMU and then went to her hostel... I'm falling in love with her condo ..is a very nice place to stay and the rental is FREAKING cheap as well....but so bad we cant find it in PJ area...I mean the price!!! hahaha!! so after that, we went for dinner in a restaurant ...is a simple shop lot but i saw a lot of people are lining up from the front till the end of the shop... The food there is really delicious!!! especially the CHA SIEW... it's served with honey!!! omg...is damn nice!!!hahaa...after dinner, she sent me to my final destination , A Famosa~~ hehe.... finally I met my bitibt...he still looks very cute with his tooth !! keke...but i can see he looks tired also... in these 4 days, the activity i did at there is solving the rubik's cube and listen to my mp3... coz he has to work on day time so i have to entertain myself in the room...haha...but once he have free time, he will come up to the room once a while to spend some time with me... but when he get a call, then he have to go back to office again... thanks, baby... I can feel your heart~~ I know you trying your best to spend time with me..don't worry.. I understand your situation... Thx for bringing me to Tampin for our supper also...you've already finished your work at 1am but still need to drive me to Tampin and had our supper there... I know you are tired, so I decided to go back earlier so you can have more time to rest...this is happened in my 2nd day in A Famosa... What happened in 3rd day midnight is... he cooked Maggie for me... it's just a simple matter, but it's mean a lot for me... *why all this happened at MIDNIGHT because he always finishes work at midnight* Thanks, baby!!!!!!!!!!! I know you are freaking tired already , but you spend time with me after you finish your work...you have less resting time but you never complain about that ...THANKS.. I hope you enjoy the moment we been together in these 4 days as well... I hope that our relationship can long lasting... LOVE YOU, MR Q~~~ muackz~~~♥

Taiwan Restaurant in Garden...

2009-11-23T19:02:00.004+08:00

just to update a short & simple post here... I am going to recommend you guys a Taiwan Restaurant in The Gardens... I forgot the restaurant name edi... but is located directly opposite from sushi zamai... I went there to have lunch with my cousins and her friends... First time been there... the food and the environment is quite good...service also not bad...hehe^^ let's see the photos...^^

recap- Maruku's 22nd birthday...

2009-11-15T13:54:00.004+08:00

I will make thi spost short and sweet... :) This celebration is slightly different from previous year...because our DAI KA JIE, Miss Teoh Shu Chyi( Mark's girl friend) had become the main organizer of this party... I just can said that she really putting a lot of efforts in preparing this party for mark... well, we can see how much she love mark also... ofcause jimmy, dorcas and me did help her doing all the stuff for this party... As usual, we plan to give Mark a suprise so ofcause someone will bring him out ...then we go into his house and decorate all the stuff and prepare all the stuff as well... oh ya, forgot to mention, this is a BBQ party... after preparation is done, Mark came back... erm, he told us he already know we will having this party for him, somehow he still very happy.. BBQ ing--> play poker card--> reached 12am, we sang birthday song for him--> Mark make a wish or maybe few wishes *hahaha --> cut cake -->eat cake --> photo section and the party end...

M@ruku, Happy Birthday!!!! WIsh all your dreams come true~~~ ^^

throughout this party, I can see how strong a love power can influence a person's attitude... It also show that the role of love playing in every single person's heart...I doesn't mean it must be relationship that kind of love, maybe the love between family or friends... It's so important and impact~~ anyway, congras to u, sc... you really did a very good job...ganbatte and trust me, he sure will appreciate you~~

My fuckedup day...

2009-11-13T21:04:00.003+08:00

people are born to create rumors?? people are born to see each other suffer?? Where can I get the answer?? we didn't win for the Shoot And Win... how to conform MR Q?? how to cheer him up??what a fuckedup day I have...thanks god for challenging me... I wish to cry, wish to cry and hug you but I can't... I should be stronger... I should be much independent... I should face the challenge.. I should cry but I can't cry..........baby, SO MISS YOU here... hope you don't get down... we didn't win doesn't mean we are lose, I think our short film is good enough and should be win ...but ...maybe our theme is not enough matching to what they want... so, MR Q, I hope that you can think positively... I don;t know how to make you feel better... I will just morally to support you... good night...

Last weekend...

2009-11-09T23:34:00.005+08:00

I went back to hometown last Saturday night... It is always the place I can relax with the homemade dishes, my lovely daddy, mummy, grandma and ofcause my cutest baby^^ We went to Jusco to buy some stuff... I did pick some for myself... haha...thx to mummy again for buying all the stuff for me...keke!!! but so bad , I did not stay there very long for because I was rushing back to KL on the next day... I even don't have the time to talk to my daddy because wh en we came back from Jusco, he already went to the bed...and the next day I woke up, he already went for work...ya, my dad is working on Sunday because he is rushing a project recently...so no weekend for him...heiz...daddy, please take care oo^^

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9.11.2209
Done my persuasive speech today... It's not as good as what I expected.... It's not because of I didn't prepare for teh speech, it's just because I am too nervous...I felt a bit dissapointed....but nevermind la...I will try harder next time...and I hope I can try out something to decrease my nervous... somehow, it's already past, no point to talk again...so look foward...haha...I feel relax after thi speech...hehe^^ now left 2 mid terms, 1 demonstrative speech and one assign for Multimedai Broadcasting...yeah...and this is week 4... 3 more weeks to go and to end the sem as well...I will soon become a year 3 student and go for my intern...I can't wait for my intern even though I know I will experince a very tough task...Is good for me in a way that I can know how hard to survive in a real world...
Just finish chatting with my dear... He is a bit stress about his work...hope he can mange his job well...support you oo!! =) I am planning of going to Taiwan next year, probably would be either after my intern or end of 2010... hope it will really ON!!! haha...^^ baby, miss you so much....and really hope to see you as soon as possible....muackz...♥

Missssss him.... T.T

2009-11-05T02:43:00.003+08:00

photo taken by webcam - the night before he went to melaka^^

*we watched MU match*

Mr Q had leave me for 2 weeks ++... he work for a reality show so called "Bigger Loser" in A Famosa, Melaka... everyday we only have 5 minutes time to chat before he go to bed... He even don't have time to message me... but I understand the situation , during production must fully concentre on work... I know he worry about me also...when he is alone in office, he will call me ... I know I shouldn't keep telling him I miss him so much, I wish him to come bk here as soon as possible because this might affect his mood as well as his performance... but I really want to tel you that, I MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!! I miss your silly face, your cutest rabbit's tooth, your smile , your cacat cantonies tone and everything of you... I know u will miss me too... no matter how, baby, I will take this as our challenge and also want to prove that our relationship wont be affected by the distances...because I trust you and I know you do as well... I will wait you here oo... You must ganbatte in your work, work harder and I will sure that you can get what you want due to all your hard work... all the best to you ok!!!! don't worry about me, I will concentre on my study also... we both ganbatte together ok!!! MR Quek Shio Chuan, I hope our relationship will last forever and ever... I l♥ve you!!! muackz!!!

Yufi3's 20th Big d@y... n_n

2009-11-05T01:15:00.012+08:00

I am no longer stick with my number "1"...everything have to start with my lucky number "2"...ya, gals and boys.. I am officially 20 years old...2nd of Nov, I hanged out with my dearest siss and bro ... we went to Sunway to have our steamboat dinner... Eating, laughing, cam whoring is the activities we did while we having our dinner... after finished our food, we went bk and they pretend to go back to their own place as some of them are not staying with me...After I reached home, I went up to my room...Out of nowhere, somebody knocked my door, and they all are standing in front of my room and holding 2 slide of cakes and started to sing the birthday song for me... I feel impress, touch and happy of the suprise they gave me...is jz a little matter, but it means a lot to me~~ because what they all did is come from their heart.. now turns to the next day...I chilled out with my bimboloves and mark in the afternoon...we went to puchong neway... yeah!!! is one of my favourite activity--- sing k~~ :P we started our singing section from 2pm until 7pm... 5 hours time is more than enough for us... kaka^^* a funny incident happened in between the sing k section, a waiter come in our room and gave me a short memo : 016-xxxxxxxx, can we be friends?? from jason...** They all keep laughing at me after seeing the note...anyway, guys, please don't do this kind of thing, I hate this tectics...kaka...^^ after sing k section, went to FRIENDZ cafe with a gang of Utar buddies ... birthday song-->make MANY wishes--> blowed the candles--> cut the cake + photos section... ^^

These words are all from bottom of my heart:
first of all, I would like to thanks to my lovely family, my siss and my bros...Thanks for the celebration, the wishes, the present, the SUPRISE you guys gave me... Thanks for always take care for me...Thanks for always beside me when I need some one... I L♥ve you all!! You guys really mean alot to me!!! I will always appreciate what you guys did in my life~~~
Next would comes to my beloved friends...Thx Bimboloves and all my buddies for the celebration,present and wishes.. To all my old frenz, you guys are owesome!!! I was thinking that some of you might forgot my birthday, but it's prove that I am wrong!!! None of you forgot...I feel so warm when recieve every single of your wishes...Thanks...I won't forget what you guys did , how you guys help me and take care me in my life...KEep in touch, ok .. :P To my bimboloves and the gang, you guys are wonderful!!! Thanks for spending time with me on my birthday...I really glad to know you all!!! Thanks THanks Thanks a lot for helping me all the time and listen to me when I need a ear:P
Last would be my MR. Q... baby, I really feel a bit sad that you couldn't come back and celebrate my birthday with me...This is the first time I never celebrate with my bf when I am attached...*well, you always break my record =.=* But I feel happy when you told me that you are planning to come back and give me a suprise but unfortunately you can't make it because of the stupid malay helper... nevermind la, you already promise me you will celebrate with me when you come back here...You also is the first one and the last one who wished me happy birthday...keke^^ by the way, I found out that you are really a stupid bf I ever see....kaka!! :P but I still l♥ve you because I am stupid too...wakaka... =) Thankz, baby...^^

I feel happy + sad in my birthday... Happy ofcause because of what you guys did for me... sad is because ******....but I really really wanna thanks you guys for giving me an unforgetable memory and wonderful birthday... Thanks for making my life cheerful and being a part of my life...A millions words in my heart, let's just cut it to 4 words... I l♥VE YOU ALL !!! MUackzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!! :-*

more photos will be upload soon^^

Halloween in Zouk♥

2009-11-02T13:36:00.010+08:00

Last saturday I went to Zouk again... Actually I am not planning to go anywhere on last weekend but I am too outgoing already... I think I really cannot stay at home alone....This time I am not hanging out with my bf and the gang but with my cousin sis, Renn and my dancer friends... :P They all were performing at that night due to Halloween season^^ supposingly the show should started at 8pm but don't know why the organizer delay to 12pm... I really lose my patient when i heard we need to wait soo long...but luckily I have my princess camera to start our camwhoring section...hehe ^^ The show is owesome..enjoy it very much^^after the show, we went in to Zouk and started our party night...after the party, we went to mc d to have our supper :P

my dear princess sis birthday~~^^

2009-11-01T15:00:00.007+08:00

lovely siss & bro ♥

happy birthday to u♥

my silly sistaaa♥

lovely siss & bro♥

We went to amp square to celebrate our little princess sis's birthdat... this is the first time we celebrate her birthday because normally she will stay at ipoh ... Although something happen to me before the party, but I still enjoy the party with all my silly siss and bro...^^ And I hope my princess sis enjoy the party also... hehe... jayjay, wish all your dreams come true ok!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! we all love you so so so much~~~ muackz!!!♥

Zouk + Barsonic :P

2009-10-30T23:43:00.011+08:00

baby, I ♥ you ^^

a gang of soh lou^^

cute DJ^^

Quek ♥ Yufie

Jimmy ♥ Dorcas

Peejay ♥ Boey

Last Saturday we chilled out in zouk and barsonic again... with the same gang but what makes last saturday night different is Mark lost his virginity of club *congratualation, mark*haha...It was fun and that night have a Heineken free flow section... everybody is enjoying themselves with all the free beers...but i not really like ot drink beer....hahah^^..and i not really very enjoy that night as well...because Mr Q is going to Melaka on the following Monday...my mood was down that night...Nothing much special happened...everything following the flow...drink-->dance-->high & drunk-->dance--> SS2 yam cha.... to view more photos, you can access to my facebook^^
-the end-

Recap- Family day :P

2009-10-24T12:27:00.010+08:00

she is the one who makes me happy always ~

in my past 3 weeks holiday... I spent 1 week in Kuantan, 1 week in Batu Pahat, 3 days in Pj and 4 days in my lovely hometown~~I think this is the place I can enjoy and relax the most... Although this place is small but it is peaceful... I had a gathering with my primary classmates...I had my dinner with my family...I meet my baby gal...I shopping with my family... I feel so warm and comfortable in this lovely house... I just dont know why, recently I'm not happy with my life ...study?? family?? friends?? or relationship?? I think all mess up and I suddenly dont know how to handle... I hope I can go far far away from everyone of you, just to give me some times to coll down myself...to relax myself... I'm so tired of smiling everyday...I'm so tired of explaining thing... I'm just wish to have a simple life... all the sadness PLEASE , please leave far away from me~~~ thankz...

Barsonic with tha gang~~

2009-10-21T17:24:00.001+08:00

yo!!! again!!! We were in barsonic last saturday~~some MIRACLE happened!!! Guess what??? My ic always need to be standby for our lovely SPORTCHECK guy.... But that day I was soo soo lucky .... I can go in barsonic without checking by the guy... hahaha.. *MR Q, I am not KID ok!!!!!wakakaka!!! other than that MIRACLE, everything go as usual...erm, everybody get drunk , get high ...quite enjoy^^ somehow, I dont wish to go club every single week... I wish I will get a better and healthy lifestyle... I'm not trying to say I don't like club, just not so despo to club...Once a while can la, but not so often lol...ok la, I think I'm talking bullshit here...Let's see the photos..

The Bicycle

2009-10-19T21:59:00.023+08:00

mooncake???!!

Production Designer

Production Manager

wantan mee

dudu fried rice

make up and wardrobe artist

acting crew!!!hahha^^

assistant DOP

assistant producer

DOP-Director of Photograher

our main cast-Adrian

Our short film production has finally come to an end. The short film tittled " The Bicycle" had taken 4 days to shoot.Everything going smooth during the production times.Nothing much problems arose except for my own problem with MR Q....wakakkaa!!! The production is full of laughing because of uncle Quek...hahaha^^It's really a tiring week but I think it worth it...5 min is already uploaded for SHOOT & WIN...and now we are awaiting our final product. Hope it will be better and nicer than the 5 min...I really appreciate our team work. we get to learn from each others and we really enjoy the progress of shooting... Without anyone of you guys, the shooting cannot be completed ... so I would like to thank to all the cast and crew...you guys did very well and I can see everyone is putting their effort in this production...THANKS A LOT, GUYS!!! Last but not least, let's see the photos...hahahhaa!!!^^
* dear, you did a very good job!!! love you!!!!!
* to support our short film, please visit the link... http://quek.ruumz.com/Videos/View.aspx?id=55352

a normal day with mr q...

2009-10-08T02:48:00.002+08:00

we woke up at 12 something ....go out and eat and went to cc...hahaha...spend quite some time there...but enjoyed it....hehe...but still something is still annoying my mind...thanks my boss for comfort me at that time...after crying out , I feel much better...^^ after cc, me,ah yee, jimmy and Q went to cannaught pasar malam...haha...guess what, we suppose to buy pros and wardrobe but in the end we not only bought all the props and clothes...we also bought "crocs" shoes for our own usage...hahaha....me n ah yee bot the same color...Q bot dark green and jimmy bot red color...nice o!! I also bought a bag there...not bad... nice and worth!! tomorrow going down to BP lol...hope everything go smooth and I hope everyone will work hard for this production!!! ganbatte and good luck lol!!^^

kuantan trip

2009-10-06T19:13:00.011+08:00

After 3 weeks of suffering, I went to kuantan for holiday with MR. Q and the gang~~Erm, the food is nice especially the keropok...^^ What I like the most would be the beach!!! Teluk Cempedak^^...hehe... however, something happen to me... I tell you, you this fucking FLIRT bitch, don't keep making troubles to me!!! Do you think I'm so free to spread what you have did???? If people are flirt, no need spread others also will know...although this issue affect me and create misunderstand within me and XXXX but I still need to thanks the one who spread the news...at least can let YOU know how flirt are YOU.... and please fuck off my life!!! thanks... ok...come back to Kuantan trip....erm, need to thanks JAN and her mum for bringing us to such a nice place and nice food...I think we all also enjoy the trip...after few days in Kuantan, we headed to Batu Pahat to check our location for upcoming production...What a tired journey...we finished club in Kuantan at 4am...then straight go down to bp and cheack the location and back at night because MR Q got an interview on the next day with The Star newspaper... 8th of Oct we will headed to bp again for our production, THE BICYCLE , will takes 4 days in bp for this production...hope everything will going smoothly as what we had plan.. Good luck and all the best to you, MR Q...muackz...^^

exam period~~

2009-10-06T18:44:00.004+08:00

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while buying all the props, we headed to this fast food restaurant...is much tastier than KFC^^

finally can update my blog...ok...first of all, let's talk about exam period...this sem is really fuckedup....coursemark is not as good as last sem...papers are tough... I really need to cross my finger and hope I can pass all the paper...during the exam period, I am not only busy with revision yet geh poh my bf's production also...following him go and buy the props during the entire exam week...haha...It's make me feel tired but fun... at least I learnt something from him...and now is the time to enjoy my sem BREAK~~~

mood swing...

2009-09-23T02:56:00.001+08:00

3 more papers to go...and i had never touch any notes yet...though just look through the calculation now...not in the mood... don't ask me why... I think my mood is swinging... I don't know what am I doing now... I stress about my exam...you stress about your production... i really don't to wish to see you like this... I cant help you and I can't even comfort you .. wtf can I do man?? can the fucking stress leave you??!!! so that both of us can at least haven some peaceful moment???!!! however, I still want to wish you good luck in your upcoming production... I will be joining for the production as well... hope I cant help out a bit in order to help you to destress... I just want you to know, no matter what happen, I will always beside you...I wish I can help you to relax...I wish I can see you smiling like a soh lou...I just wish you don't sooo much of stress to yourself... we are going through our life everyday... we should enjoy it but not to stress on it~~~ I know your past shape you to become like this, everything go into your mind might become negative...but can you just TRY to think positively, try to make the stress as your motivation...TRY to stay happily... no matter how, I will try my best to make you happy and enjoy your life...this is my GOALS!!! wakaka^^ I hope your life will filled with happiness and
I wish I can see your charming SMILE on your face every single day~~hehe~~ just want to tell you , I never regret to be with you... because I ♥YOU!!! good night... wish all my friends stay happy in their life also... miss you guys a lot... :P

p/s: it might a bit geli to read through the post...but every single word is from my bottom heart...

Zouk 4 Play

2009-09-23T01:15:00.008+08:00

last thursday I went to Zouk with my Mr Q n the gang...this was the 2nd time i went to club with the gang... at first I cant go in because I was under age... I would like to apologies to everyone...sorry for spoilting you guys mood and wasting the time...but I also want to thank jan for helping me to get into Zouk...hehe...so at the end...we drunk and we enjoy the music in Zouk.... whole night was full of R&B music, which is my favourite...Dance & High to the max!!! kaka.... ok la..show you guys all the camwhore photos lo... ^^

First day of final exam...

2009-09-15T03:25:00.002+08:00

today is our first paper, International Advertising... The paper is not so hard as what I expect... not so hard doesn't mean I know how to answer every single question la... haha... after the paper, we went to HOU YI KEI to take our breakfast and also geh po + ing...haha...after that go back to my "2nd house" ... haha... nothing much to do except for sleep.. I am really tired because of not sleeping for the whole night... ya, i know i am lazy... always burn midnight oil during the exam period...but still i love my style..hehe... anyway, now have to ganbatte for my next paper lol...keke^^ good luck to everyone.. :P

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Actually during this whole study week, something is happen... i won't mention here.. no matter what, i am not going to ask you anymore... not i don't care about our friendship, is you yourself make me feel dissapointed... i don't know what's wrong in your mind, i already try to ask you in indirectly way, but you still don't want to let me know... is ok... you want to be like that i can't control... but really feel sad on it...if you got problem then just let me know if you really appreciate pur friendship... actually i don't think the matter is very serious but why you like making it so serious ??!! i really don't know.. I just need a peaceful life...thankz...

helen's 21st birthday~~

2009-09-15T01:40:00.012+08:00

13 of september is my dear bim's 21st birthday~~ so sorry that I can't go for your dinner party because I really can't make it ... I gonna attend a concert, T Music Festival concert ... due to some accident happen in the concert, the whole concert is delayed and I feel so sad because I am rushing to ah bim's birthday party so I can't meet all the famous singer from hong kong and taiwan... and thanks to boey and pj for fetching me to the party!! :P The birthday party is owesome!! 100++ of ah bim's friends are attended... Although something that make ah bim feel not comfortable with, but i think she is still enjoy the party... bim helenness, happy TWO ONE birthday oo!! wish all ur dreams come true ya!! muackz...love you ♡... really have a great time with bimbo gangs that night~~^^ after the party, we went to FEI PO chicken rice restaurant yam cha ...haha...after that ah yee and jimmy send me to 91 and MR. Q send me home to bath and we go Mc Donald for our breakfast...jz ate supper den breakfast...haha...is really tired but still enjoy the moment being with you guys...
TANJOUBI OMEDETOU, HELENNESS!!!