I found this in facebook and I wanna share with you guys :) 有个人、爱过了、就结束了 有句话、说过了、就后悔了 有道伤、痛过了、就麻木了 有颗心、颤过了、就破碎了 一段亲情、过密了、就断绝了 一段友情、过近了、就稀释了 一段爱情、过深了、就剧终了 一段路口、过难了、就错选了 有些东西、时间放久了、就会变质的 有些事物、发展很久了、也会变质的 有些感情、时间和距离、是会贬值的 有些伤痛、酝酿得越久、发作得越厉害 有时候、想说出那三个字、却没勇气 有时候、想说出另三个字、却狠不下心 有时候、想刻意记得、却总是忘记 有时候、想可以忘记、却总是败笔 唯一一个人、想爱、可不能 唯一一个人、想恨、不可能 唯一一个人、想留、却无能 唯一一个人、想放、却不能 恋着一个人、天使从不曾离开 想着一个人、眼睛从开始睁开 望着一个人、目光在哪里停留 梦见一个人、微笑何时在嘴边 想说、我还喜欢你 想问、还喜欢我不 想懂、你在想什么 想装、所有的痛伤 想忘、那美好的过去 想忆、却渐渐逝去 想静、却心烦意乱 想哭、却泪已流尽 曾幻想、你我依然在一起 曾梦想、我会一生有你 而现实、看见你、我在躲避 不见你、却在寻觅 而如今、说不出那种感觉 道不出那份思念 其实 我一直偷偷的喜欢着你 只是 每当我被你无意中伤害时 却偷偷的跑开了 因为 我要去只有我一个人的世界 独自流泪 独自心痛 不让任何人知道 那最深处的伤 我必须伪装 记住 我不会把自己的伤痛与不快乐分享给你 那是因为我很自私 我只会把自己的幸福与快乐分享给你 那是因为爱是自私的 我只会给你 所以 我受的伤 从不怪你 或许 只是我的自作多情 但是 喜欢一个人 不要求对方一定要喜欢你 不是吗 曾经 谢谢你让我开心死了 快乐死了 幸福死了 也让我对你的心死了 但还是偷偷的恋着你 一直一直 最后想问你 如果你我真的不能在一起了 我是否应该选择离开 离开这个有你的地方 是否应该选择忘记 我要怎么才能忘记你 等着你的回答 一直一直 等下去 我不想让你看见我！因为这样会让我们更尴尬！因为爱你！我选择了放弃！只要你能高兴快乐！找到自己的真爱！我内心就是流着血也是高兴的！因为我和你、你给我留下了好多美好的！难忘的记忆！
其实，我还是放不下你，只是＿我伪装了，不再提起...
Call me GOD of bad luck
Hi people, it's been a while i never update my blog....well, 2011 doesn't seem as a good year for me...or I should say all these bad lucks start from the beginning of 2010?? I seriously so pissed off with my life!! WHY ME???
I keep asking myself this same question... I did not do anything wrong or even hurt , kill or rape people??? but why must I deserve all these?? I don't deserve these!!
I just want to live peacefully and nothing go wrong ...but YOU are not fulfill my requirement and give me as much challenges as you can... but YOU know, I am soooo tired to take your challenges... Can YOU please stop challenging me?? I surrender and please do not aim at me anymore... Since last year, I lost four phones (victims: Se S500i, LG ice-cream, Se W910 and my beloved Iphone4), wallet, laptop and Polaroid camera and then got family problem... All these incidents happened in 2010 and What's happening in 2011?? First of all, let's talk about my car... I should be happy cause finally I got my own car... SPECIAL thanks to my parent~~~
but this car is sooo unhappy to attach with me~~~he keep giving me problems and forcing me not to touch him... Before my parent pass me the car, they fixed everything for me but end up i still need to send him to hospital and the discharge fees cost me RM930!!!! I don;t even drive you for a week then you torture me like this??? Thanks god my mum sponsor me so that I don't have to worry about the payment... Oh ya, forgot to tell you all, before my car spoil, my laptop spoil as my bf drop it even just a very low degree but my laptop screen spoilt... Luckily it still under warranty if not $$$ will fly again~~
story continue with my contact lens... Last week I bought 3 pairs of contact lens and it costs me RM40 per pair... My grey contact lens just spoil without wearing them for 24 hours... Joke right?? Are all these prove that I am GOD of bad luck?? I even had a big fight with my bf one month ago~~~ I never ever fight with him before but bad luck just lead me to that situation which I don't wish to see... and what's happening today??? SO... everyone ask me to go and pray, and this lovely couple (my housemate) brought me to temple and pray... So i donated $$ and I prayed sincerely... I thought this will come to an end to me... but.... it happened again to me... I went out to withdraw money and suddenly the car broke down... I just realize my car is running out of petrol.. Luckily I was not driving alone and there is a petrol station nearby the bank... so my friend help me to buy petrol and settle down the problem... guys, story haven end yet... after that I went back to the bank again and when I go back to my car, air con just spoil without giving me a sign~~ so tell me, what should I do now?? heizzzzz....
now I just hope for the best, wish I would be ok in everything...ok, stay tune for next chapter as I hope I will bring up some brighter event...
我记得我爱过
电台有人点播
播我记得我爱过
后视镜里的我
沉默话不多
目送你下车 上楼
紧握的蕾丝漂泊
你的脸一闪而过
知道一些线索
在这个时刻
我忍住没有问出口
我记得我爱过
哭着 要不回那些快乐
怕情绪失控着
怕我泪流成河
怕你所有些些勉强不得
我记得我爱过 也懂了
你感情上的转折
泪湿透了纸鹤
爱斑白了颜色
而我的心被撕裂般拉扯
已经难以愈合
你说只是朋友
我配合的很难过
你眼神在闪躲
在这个时刻
还有什么你 没说
你低头擦指甲油
数着樱花有几多
画面感很温柔
我却心算着
你几次沉默 冰冷对我
我记得我爱过
哭着 要不会那些快乐
拍情绪失控着
怕我泪流成河
怕你所有些些勉强不得
我记得我爱过 也懂了
你感情上的转折
泪湿透了纸鹤
爱斑白了颜色
而我的心被撕裂般拉扯
我记得我爱过
要不回那些快乐 喔~~
怕情绪失控着
怕我泪流成河
怕你所有些些勉强不得
我记得我爱过 也 疯了
开始自言自语着 喔~~
泪湿透了纸鹤
爱斑白了颜色
而我的心被撕裂般拉扯
已经难以愈合
our 365th day... simple yet sweet.. ♥
omg!!!! I've been attached with you for 365 days!!!! I still remembered the day u confess with me... the day we went for kelip kelip... 2 months in the biggest loser... is a small challenge for me cause we were still new at that moment... our christmas, new year, valentine.... we celebrated them together!!! you always share with me what you have done in ur career and I always share with you what I did in my study... we came from different background, different thinking but the fate make us walk together in our journey~~ because of your career, we lack of our paktuo time, u even skip my birthday but I always understand your situation.. You do not need to change anything for me because I love you for who you are.. :P the tolerance between me and you is always the best reason for keep improving in our relationship.. thanks for the lovely celebration... thanks for the ring and flower... thanks for the time and commitment.... thanks baby!!!! thanks for everything that you did in my life.. Happy 1 year anniversary... I hope the sweetness between me and you will always remain... I hope there is still a lot more 365 days to gooooo.... I ♥ U...
his birthday ♥
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to my bitbit,
Happy Birthday to YOU ♥
it's my b 24th birthday!!! although plan keeps changing but at the end I succeed to make it... I really want to thanks to all my beloved friends for the attendance and also help me a lot in the plan...and also thanks for someone that trying to challenge me in the plan and summore want to appeal in the party, ur face really thick enough!! thanks to all my beloved classmate ( Chyi, Boey, Dorcas & Jimmy) because u guys did it even though the next day have 2 assignments to submit... THANKS from the bottom of my heart~~ thanks to his friends especially Edmond and Gareth eventhough from far and jam like hell but they still make it ... Wish you happy and healthy in every single day... hope you will be successful one day with all your efforts putting in your career... I'm sure you can do it!!! Ganbatte dear!!! Although I never tell you about this before but no doubt You are always the best in my heart!!!♥ hope you like the preziiiss I gave you also... muackz... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO you, QSC!!! :)
my update...
Erm… Let’s talk about my recent life… This is my second sem in my final year edi… Every subject is harder compare to previous sem and also the assignments really killing me~~ stress + tired… I just hope I can maintain in my second upper class..that is more than enough already :) Besides, because of my packed schedule, I never meet my parent for one month ++ already… I miss them freaking much!!! Seriously homesick!!! And also all my dearest buddy in my hometown… sorry for always absent for the birthday celebrations… I really wish I could be there to share the happiness with you guys but everytime also crashed with my schedule… heiz… T.T… I miss my foundation gang as well…We din gather for one year already.. How you guys doing?? I know everyone of us also have a partner edi.. so hope four of us also sweet sweet with our bf ok?? Hehe :) I miss my dance class and my teacher and my friends there… dunno when only got the chance to go back to the dancing class.. ><” Let’s move on… I have already moved in to 91 (my bf’s house) since june… erm, I should said officially move in… hahaha… I just hope I didn’t do the wrong decision..Because I really need to consider the pros and cons of staying together… anyway, so far so good la.. Although we did quarrel sometimes but we still sayang each other.. But sometime I just feel like I give in too much already, but I think I just sort of used to it already.. Sometimes I just feel unsecure but I know he loves me like I did, it just we show the “love” in different way… and I know sometimes I just think too much… no matter how important am I in your mind, it really doesn’t matter, I just want to be a part of it.. that is more than enough already… ok la.. I gonna stop here… I hope all my family & friends stay happy and healthy…take care… I miss u all :-(
Hennessy Artistry @QEII Penang on May 27,@Zouk KL on May 29
After the unforgettable night at The Opera not too long ago, the most happening party is back once again!!!
On the music front, headlining the night are Summer Daniels and DJ Tempo, two of four members from the electro house hip-hop quartet, Speaker Junkies.
Joining them on the Hennesy Artistry stage are local hip-hop extraordinaires, Joe Flizzow - one half of the internationally renowned Malaysian hip-hop duo, Too Phat - and his protégé Sona One.
Bringing to life its trademark repertoire, ‘The Global Art of Mixing’, revellers can also expect to be blown away by the Ad Bangers, a DJ duo comprising of Didjital and Blink (of Lap Sap).
Passes to H-Artistry ‘The Global Art of Mixing’ is by-invitation only. To obtain invitations to the party at QE II and Zouk log on to
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babes, let's party!!!