i am so bad....i am so terrible...i am so soli dat i hurt u so deepli....

today is 19.3.09....9.20pm... i did a very terrible thing on 18.3.09.......i hurt a guy which love me the most in the world...mayb is the one who care me the most in the world...i am soli ....i am so cruel...i hate myself to do so...wat can i say is i dun wan we both suffer more...so i prefer alone...u r been the most important person in my life in my past....thx for everything...n soli for everything oso...i hurt ur heart...i cant fel how hurt is u... but jz wana tel u i oso fel so sufer wen i wana do the decision...i hope u understand dat wat i did nw is jz fair for u...if i keep our relationship like b4, we sure will much more suffer...i wun forget everything dat u did for me, i will appreciate everything u gv me....every single moment...i wil put dis memory 4ver in my mind...dun blame urself anymore...is nt ur fault...all is mt fault...i am so cruel n tk a knife toward ur heart...i noe ur heart is bleeding nw...but try to b hapi...try to forget me...forget dis terrible gal...forget dis bad gal...i am nt worth for u to cry...nt worth for u to love....i hope u wil get wel soon n stay hapi in ur life without me...i sure u can do it ...mayb nt nw...but soon...reali soli...soli...100 times soli...i break our promise...i hurt u 1 time n 1 time...i oso duno wat i am thinking nw...mayb stay alone is beter...is i selfish...i should settle dis asap...should nt delay n delay n ask u to wait...soli..plz...plz...tc....tc plz...