sad n sad...

i jz duno y recentli so many thing hapen to me....am i too weak to face all the pb dat appear in my life?? since i noe a group of dancer...reali fel enjoy wen hang out wf them...but time past very fast....gossip oso come very fast...once i get closer wf a guy, den gossip come..fxxk!!!! nw wat century edi??!! plz la, b open minded!!! who the fxxk said gal cannot b super fren wf guy???!!! nw, i was afraid to b frenli to everyone one of them, i HATE gossip, i HATE misunderstanding!!!!! i more HATE myself....lim pik ngan, u reali idiot!!! stupid...people say way , believe wat!!! learn to b smart, so dat u wun b cheated....learn to b cruel, dun so frenli to everyone, so dat u wun get hurt o suffer again!!!i was lost...nw is 20 april...3.24am...after writing dis, n chating wf 1 of my gd fren...i feel better,,,thx, dude^^gd9 everyone...tomoro wil b a beter day!!!forgot all the sadness...lim pik ngan, u r sunshine...so dun let others affect u...no one help u, u help urself!!!!b strong!!jz nw heard a fren said he is ok wf his x...but stil her mum dun like they together....i reali understand wat he feel..bcoz is jz similar on wat happen to me n my ex...mayb dis is the main reason dat i canot accept u bk??!!! i oso dunoo...confused...anyway, stil the same..i hope everyone is hapi^^