...St♥ry BeG♪n...

fie is in the house!!!! recently reali many bad stuff hapen to me...reali hard to go through all dis...but xtuali is ec...jz depends on how u think about the thing...sumhow, i noe wat should i do n wat should i think...i understand the rules of being happy n enjoy life...so i hope i wun bcome emo again...bcoz i noe i been emo for these 3 days...haha...reali stupid hor?? anyway, i guess i think too much edi...xtuali the stuff is nt so serious onli...kaka...we r stil fren..i stil can very steady...chat normal wf him..so ok lol...all jz sun ji zi ran lol...erm, btw, i reali hv to thx to those people dat oways support me n bcome my listener wen i reali dwn...i noe they din mention they did all dis jz to cheer me up, but i noe n i can feel it...sooo touch oo~~~ :P but i think i reali ned a very very long rest~~ i cannot oways slep late edi..coz i gona tc my health~~~ i am trying nw...last but nt least, reali thx to sc, adrian, my family, dear miko n vanila n fai n my dear handsome kor kor...thx dat u guys can oways beside me wen i am dwn..soli dat i cant tell u guys all the detail, i am nt gd in express my feeling o can say i am nt gd in speak out my mind...i prefer keep in heart o write it in my blog o jz tel sumone dat i think i wan tel...so u guys understand lol...hehe^^ok la, promise u guys, wun let u all worry again~~~ trust me, i wil enjoy my life.. n jz b myself, jz b a simple yufie~~

yest nitez went for pj party...i fel so bad coz cant celebrate belated father day wf my dad..i hope he understand..quite fun last9...drink drink drink..but no matter drink how much i stil cant drunk...bcoz .....................................................i jz realize sumthing n i had bcome stupid again n again..btw, finali i noe y **** do dat, add on i noe who is the...bcoz sc told me dat people r selfish...they wun care wat u fel ..it is bcoz people wan the best for themselve...i am agree ...n jz to c the selfish level reach until whr...but y they can b so selfish until dun care other's feeling a?? i think i am talking rubbish here...edi say is SELFish...ofcoz onli care for him o herself lol...ritez?? i am angry is jz bcoz i had been a sh in dis few week...but nvm...i wun regret bcoz i learn to b smart from a lesson again...but guys, plz pay attention here!! dun try to play on me !!! i should said no one can play on my true heart anymore!!! bcoz my heart been blocked by myself...n i wil wait until the REAL mr right to unblock it...i noe not soo soon...bt nvm...i stil will enjoy my life right nw coz i think is nt worth to angry about dat...sumhow, i should thx him to make me awake ...n thx sc to bcome my listener...soli to all my frens dat care for me, i did nt tell u guys wat had hapen bcoz i seriousli duno how n wat to tel..i told sc bcoz she noe wat had hapen without i teling her every single detail...u guys should noe me ritez...i seldom share my sadness to u guys...but u all can get sum idea wat had hapen to me in blog...coz i choose to write it out...

-return to normal-

erm..long time nvr updated my blog...recently nth happen to me...jz my teeth get sum pb...ned to eat med...sumhow, recently i am nt in gd mood but i think nobody realize it coz i stil keep act so poh in front of people...xtuali i am very stress..stress about my life....i jz duno y my healthy keep on gt pb...i jz duno y i fel myself bcome the family's burden...my parent had been spending a lot of money for making my health bcome beter...but i noe eveyone include my parent tot i din tc myself proper...i nt mature enough, duno how to think maturely, bcoz i oways act siao poh in front of eveyone, but do u guys noe wat i am thinking inside my mind??? u think i am happy to wasting all my parent's money?? do u guys think dat i am happy wen making u guys worry me?? do u guys noe how sad am i wen i noe i bcome a burden?? i was crying in the heart...who noe dis?? everyone jz wil say me duno how to think maturely, selfish, jz will care about myself, include my dad..oways say me duno how to tc myself, nt independent...u noe i was reali upset...i jz duno y no one understand me ...i noe i did sumthing wrong bcoz i din tc myself very gd...but since i noe my health gt pb..i edi try my best to tk gd care of myself...but who noe?? who wil noe i am trying to do all to make my health geting beter?? i noe i am my family burden, i noe i make them soo worry, i noe i noe i noe alll this...but can sumone gv me sum support , can u guys dun jz keep complaining me dis n dat?? do u noe wat i fel wen i heard all those thing...i dun wish all this hapen to me , but it edi happen, y stil wan complain me????u guys think i am happy wen i heard i got health pb?? dun woli, guys..i wrote all this jz to express my feeling...sumhow , i stil wan to thx for those who oways beside me wen i am sad although they duno i am sad...haha..i mean they oways chat wf me ...make me dun think soo much...i duno how to tel my fren o anyone i meet up wf so many pb here...i can share all teh hapiness wf fren but wen come to sadness, i jz choose to keep in heart n write it in my blog...my tears is jz keep droping wen writing dis bcoz my heart reali tired nw...

** more photo wil b uploaded coz sum photo is in renn's camera n boy's camera^^*


wa....fun fun fun~~~enjoy last9 very very much!!!keke^^ last 9 is our family gathering day....my uncle purposely booked 2 tables for us....open 5 bottles...but i jz had a cup of whisky ...coz my purpose to b thr is to shake my body!!!wakaka...coz i hv been long long long time din dance in club...yest reali crazy....me n renn n gina dance until dance on the stage...freaking high...1st time been doing dis..sweating for whole night...wuhuuu!!! i love the feel...coz everytime go club wf dancer oso dun hv the mood to dance...but wf our own fren o family, i definately hv the mood n soul to dance...renn sure agree wat i said right nw...coz yest after we reach home...we oso had chat about dis...she oso said the same thing ....we all oso very enjoy...selina last9 wear singlet man!!! u noe y i mention dis...bcoz is reali hard to c her wear like dis...but seriousli very pretty oo!!! nice nice~~ :P hehe...yest saw a yeng zai dj oo...kaka..i think is DJ monkey...but nt sure...asked my uncle, he said he noe him but duno his name...swt ritez?? haha...but nvm la..reali thx for my handsome kor kor for treat us to the club...kaka!!^^ hope can hang out together next time again...but i noe the next time is next wed..kaka..coz we wil going for a movie, TRANSFORMER...get free ticket again...wuhuuu!!!
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angry ah!!!!! dat fxxk d & c ....reali damn angry them lol...the shoes is his mistake , nw kena tax stil wan me to pay...edi broke...stil gona pay extra...if like dis , last time i should nt b the gd person, gv the shoes to g...but nvm la..is my decision to gv her 1st...dat c, wen the fxxk u gt cal me ... if u cal me sure i told u my case...STUPID!!! IDIOT!!! reali getting much more hate "them" edi!!! deng, nvr use their own brain!! *%$#@!#>*

**1st day p, feling damn nt well man...i hv to rest more ~~**