...St♥ry BeG♪n...

yest was sooo tired...celebrate two person's bday!! one is my laopo, one is my dear!!kaka...one celebrate at day time, one celebrate at nitez time!! both oso is sing k celebration..kaka!! finali i meet my lao po la!!!!!! she bcome mature n pretty edi!!! so hapyyyyyyyyyyyy dat i can meet her...we sing k...eat...chit chat a lot!!! haha...she very like the present i gv her oo!!! so i hope she oso enjoy the time wf me!! ofcoz she did!!!kaka...next is my dear...we go sing k as well...but so bad dat we all din sing much...bcoz of a guy!!! he is reali DAMN geng!!! run all the key wen sing, ful of expression wen sing, watever song he oso holding the mike!!! wtf!!! he is DAMN full of confidence!!! me n my sis all jz keep laughing , like watching a comedy concert!!! kaka^^ anyway, stil enjoy la...hapi bday to my dear jin yee a!! hope u like our present oo^^

我真的是这么弱的吗？？在爱情里，我真的很失败！！以为回到这繁华的都市，会很开心。。。第一天出街就遇到他。。。。我心里面真的百般难受。。。他跟一个女生一起。。。是单独。。。我们已经分手了。。。他的事我根本没有必要放在心。。。可是那一刻我看到他我很想哭。。。之前曾经问过他跟我分手后有没有单独和女生出， 他跟我说没有。。可是今天我看到的跟他说讲的根本是两回事。。。我觉得自己还是个笨人。。。永远在感情上都是失败者。。。以为自己可以放下，却原来没有做到。。虽然他还是有跟我解释， 可是我好像已经伤透了。。。不想再听一些不必要的解释。。。跟我说做工没有假期，可是为什么今天可以看到你？？ 更是让我伤心的是，我们见到面，我们距离真的很近，可是感觉却很远。。。其实一进到去店， 我已经看到你跟一个女子。。。我还假装看不到，因为很怕再为你掉眼泪。。。所以还是选择不打招呼。。。没想到最后还是碰到你。。。不想再提了。。明天就要去见我的老婆咯。。。希望可以开心的跟她渡过。。。还有另外一个好友生日。。。一样明天庆祝，不过一个是早上，一个是晚上。。。够忙吧？？ 这次真的没钱了。。买礼物也买到穷了！！！

my fren n them... :-( bgal jiny..she is pretty,ritez??^^

story started from... today...kaka...again!!! 7am... dad ask me to wake up n go jogging!!!haha...luckili mum com en rescue me...den onli can slep until 8 sumthing ...8 sumthing stil earli ritez?? haha...den wait my dad go work at 9 sumthing...i continue slep...kaka^^ slep until 12 sumthing onli woke up..hehe... den online..play game...chating..fb ing...den eat den bath...den duno y, i sudenli fel like wan go n check utar net , cc result came out edi o nt...wa...so lucki, wen i checked, result reali posted on the net edi...wen scroll dwn, my heart was "pik pok pik pok"...wa...but so hapi lol...coz my result is quite gd..i mean for me la...i satisfied edi..1A-,1B+,2B n moral is pass!!coz moral is LAN subject, so it din mention u get wat grade...it jz mention thr PS, means pass la^^ but sumthing make me sad...it is bcoz i can't go for Breakout show!! i miss the chance to meet al the korean bboy n bgal..they all go clubbing wf them oso!!!heiz..i miss the chance..hope they will come to Malaysia again!!^^

wowow...tl u guys wat...i am very hapi today o...haha...story start from today morning...7am, dad, i reali damn love u!! u wake me up at 7am~~~ask me go jogging wf u n mum...i hv no choice, but to wake up n folow them go jogging~~wat a healthy life style i hv...kaka^^after jogging , tk my breakfast...n den lei, dad say wana go jusco walk walk lol...den at the end lei, mum say dun wan coz nth to buy ...but everyone is ready edi...so dad argue wf mum lol...xtuali nt argue la...jz dad sounded at her lol...at the end, mum win zor..kaka...we al din go...heiz...i was boring like hell...haha...but u guys guess wat, at dat disappointed period, my elder bro ask me go for swimming!!!wat a great idea... i quickly pack all my thing den we headed to kuala pilah around 3pm...wa...wat a long journey~~~ we reach thr nearli 5pm...haha...but all is worth!!bcoz wen i c the giant swimming pool, faster change n jump in dis relax world~~^^ i like swimming bcoz it is the onli way to relax my mind!!! reali~~damn enjoy in this big big swimming pool~~~kaka^^ swim a swim ,swim a swim, swim until 7 sumthing den we go n bath n hv our yummy diner at a ba ku teh restaurant~~erm, dis ba ku teh nt reali so nice la~~but we stil finished the whole pot of ba ku teh...opz...nt us, is my elder bro~~kaka^^y i am hapy today, it is bcoz long time nvr fel dat kind of relax n enjoyment !! thx,bro^^ gd9. everyone^^ muackz..

mum, reali thx a lot for wat u did for me in dis holiday wen i at home...in dis smal sweet home...but i stil hope dat i can go bk pj asap to settle all my things...coz i ned to cleanup all my thing a!!haha..jz nw drank my fav bird nest...mummy "bou" it for wholeday edi...damn nice lol!! but damn expensive a!!haha...but i no ned to pay geh...kaka!!! dad lei, i noe he oso fel i boring at home edi, den ask me go jusco shopping...haha...but at the end, we din go coz dad lazy wor...kaka~~~but he said tomoro morning bring me go sg long pasar pagi walk walk...haha...ok la...at least can go out walk walk, cc people den hapi edi...haha...i so long nvr go out n face the public, everyday been "locked" at home...kaka^^but duno work o nt la, coz dad oways change his mind geh lol..haha...mum say very far n very hot, beter go sbn ...haha...duno a...but confirm wil hv a family day tomoro !!^^so jz wait n c la...erm, dis holiday, i reali nvr go anywhere~~ so sad oo~~ but think in another way, i can fel the warmest from my family~~ :P for me, dis holiday is a memorable holiday~~bcoz i spent all the time wf my mummy n daddy~~i nvr stay here for so long edi since i go into uni.. oways jz come bk here for 1 or 2 days~~ so oso fel kinda bad la..haha...nw i hope they happy la..coz i stay here for so long edi!!kaka^^ok lol~~gd9 everyone...hope u all can stay hapi wf ur family oso!!^^

很少会写华语。。。不是不喜欢用华语，只是要写华语要花很长的时间。。。因为要拼音。。。麻烦。。。哈哈。。。可使用华语却比较能抒发你的情感。。。今天看了某某人的部落格， 突然间看见我的名字在其中一遍。。。原来她在讲着当年的那一件事。。。她说不知道该相信我说的没有。。。其实我已不记得我对她说过什么了。。不过我肯定我没骗她。。因为给我骗过的人真的很少。。。而且我的谎言很少会伤害到人。。。除了一些某某事。。。然后我更发现了我跟某某1 所说的东西原来她也全告诉这个部落格的女子。。。没想到叫你保持秘密， 你原来也没做到。。。自己真的很笨。。就是这么容易相信人。。。我可以把你当成很好的朋友。。。可是每次却会尝到被出卖何不信任的感觉。。。不过会想起当年， 我自己也有做错。。。是对另一个朋友。。。希望对你不是太大的伤害。。。突然很想念一位很久不见的老朋友。。。我跟她认识了十年了。。。我真的已经把她当成我自己的姐姐了。。。她没有爸妈的疼惜， 从小就很自立。。。家里也管得很严。。。不懂是不是因为这样， 这个傻婆对家庭观念超强的。。。我跟她怎样好，对她怎样好， 可是到头来还是比不上她任何一个家人。。。哈哈。。。以前的我还不会想。。。有时还会很伤心为什么她还是将对我。。。我的前男友每次看见我为她哭，他都会安慰我说， “傻猪， 你很傻。。你看她看得太重了。。。不是所有人把友情看得那么重的。。。她是一个把家里人放第一的人， 可是在朋友之中， 她就真的对你最好了。。” 其实很早就知道了。。只是不懂得如何适应。。不过现在人大了， 当然会懂得如何处理情绪和想法咯。。想起以前，我真的做了一点事让你难堪，对不起。。不是有心的。。。当时还不会想。。哈哈，，我已经很久没见她了。。。不过约了她下星期见面。。哈哈。。。无论如何，她永远都是我最要好的老婆。。。哈哈。。更值得开心的是她找到她的另一半哦。。。真的很替她开心哦。。因为我还以为她一直顾着读书， 不会想这些事。。哈哈。。。有了这个他，我相信她会比以前快乐。。。因为啊，每次打给她，或转简讯给她，都可以感受到她是多么的幸福开心。。老婆，祝福你咯。。。不过我还是希望有什么事可以跟我一起分担。。。如果他欺负你，记得跟我讲哦。。我们一定会挺你的~~xD 祝我们友谊万岁！！！还有永伟啦，庆文啦，丽珍啦，啊冰啦，啊诗啦，佩雯啦。。。还有其他所有我爱的朋友~~~谢谢你们！！我真的很开心有你们一路上的陪伴！！我已经不再是那懦弱的小女孩了。。不再是被保护的女子！！因为你们让我长大了！！！^^muackz...gd9~~^^

yest nitez hang out wf my gang again...go mamak to blow water!!kaka!!^^ reali enjoy wen hang out wf them...nonstop laughing!!!kaka^^ hon sap said: wa...y u soo man edi!!! kaka...i oways very man geh lol...he ask bcome a normal gal...kaka!!! he is damn funny lol...bcoz he oways blur lur geh, den wat he said is damn funny, yest i laugh until cry...kaka^^den today go c my beloved dentist!!! "pu" liao 2 teeth..get 2 injection oso...wa...damn scare lol...but luckili nt reali very pain ...kaka... den jz nw heard a bad news from my fren...2nd car been stolen..nwaday people reali geng, they dun scare been caught geh hor?? dare to do case twice !!! sumore at same place!!! same gang!! geng!! hope u all faster go in jail la..haha!! but if we depent on our loveli malaysia's police, i think hard a bit la...kaka^^

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i duno y, u oways wan people follow ur tot geh??? y u oways think u r ritez??? i neo u do all dis bcoz u wan me gd...but can u think think wat i wan??? i edi decide to stay at hometown 1 week lei,...u stil sk me stay until open school...i got thing to do at kl ....i hv to attend my hip hop class..u ask me stop learning!!! u dunwan i learn dancing!!! i tel u , dis is my interest, but u ask me learn yoga!!!! i noe wat u did is jz wan me to bcome more healthy, but i jz wan to do wat i wan, n i edi said i wil tc myself, n i edi said i wil b here for 1 week....u stil canot understandd meh???!!! if like dis, y dun u ask mum come kl stay wf me, so she can 4ever tc me lol...me edi 20 lol...nt 2 years old a...dun control me, u should noe i wan freedom!!!!! i noe wat i do , n u should noe i wun do anything dat wil affect my study.... i jz dunno y u dun like i dancing!!! it wil affect my healthh meh???? i jz duno y u think like dis,..i think i wil lost a chance to meet korean bboy edi!!! so sad...wana cry....i am nt angry u, dad..i jz fel sad dat y u dun understand me..sumore oways wan me folow ur tot!!!

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yest we celebrate our cousin sis's bday .. we bring her to yuan steambot restaurant as wat she wish to go on the nitez...xtuali we jz hv 5 person, coz renn hv to work, bro n boy is outstation....den she bring a long 5 more frens to join the celebration!! erm, everything is ok..we talk...we eat...we sing...i means sing bday song la...ofcoz cant miss the photo tking section!!! haha...after dat, the funniest part is coming!!! u noe wat, at 1st teng n jin yee ( my cousin sis n gd fren) ask stephanie to pay 1st...coz they din bring so much of money...after we wil pay bk her...de she said ok lol...den we go dwn stair n bil lol...u noe wat, wen me n teng reach the counter thr, we c three big man standing in front of the counter...*3 big man is stephanie's frens* ok...from left to right a...steven holding RM100, mark holding 2 pieces of RM50, jacky holding RM50...standing thr for i think gt 5 min zor..at last mark pay all 1st!!!! wtf!!! i duno wat kind of man is them!!! plz b gentelmen a bit!! we will pay u bk!!! u 3 if dun wan to pay, wat for stand in front of counter wor...the WORST is steven tk the RM100 to the cashier, n the person said: erm, sir, soli...bill is RM218, dis is onli RM100...den he said: "bukan, tukar 2 RM50" omg....my sis n i was stunt thr!!!!heiz.. wat u all so scare to paid...we sure wil pay bk...sumore if u dun think u wan to pay, plz dun act as boss...plz!!! heiz...u all sure fel nth geh..coz i soo din explain in detail...haha...wen we bk home. me ,teng n jin yee act again...me as jacky, teng as steven, jin yee as mark...we laugh until die man!!!!kaka^^c the photo n guess guess who r those gentelmen!!!kakaa^^

xtuali b4 come bk to kl...n b4 go for sunway to watch the bboy competition... i went fro breakfast wf my famili n went to c doctor..."you less blood" *dis i noe 1 year ago wen i do my blood test*..."you low blood pressure , normal people is 75/120, ubut u onli hv 60/90" * i noe i low blood pressure, jz dunno how low is it* "u fel very nervous n stress about ur life, so u oways cant sleep wel" *yaya, i oso duno i think wat n stress so much on wat, jz i edi say i wana slep earli, but once i close my eye, everything were come in mind, i been told one of my fren b4, i duno y i cant slep wel, i duno y wen close my eyes, my mind cant stop thinking, my fren jz ask me wat ti thing wor, dun gv urself stress la...heiz ...i oso dun wish myself stress o wat...but i jz cant control!!! "your stomach was nt gd" so recentli i cant eat much...is true...heiz!!! so sad cant eat much...wen i c the food, i jz fel like wana vomit...dats all...my mum was damn worry me...i noe n i can fel it...although dad keep scold me, i mean nt as in scold, jz ask y u so big edi stil duno hw to tc urself...sumthing like dat la...i noe both of them oso woli me, in the car, i jz keep silence n listen wat they said...dat time reali fel like wana cry edi...but still gonna tahan my tears..T.T...i noe i gonna tc myself in KL, so dad n mumy, dun ned to woli me...i wil b strong soon!!! wun make u all woli about me anymore...i oso hope i wun b soo weak edi!!!bcoz i hate u, MEDICINE!!!! n thx dad n mum, especiali mum, i noe u damn WORRY me until called sis, teng who oso my roomate to tc me...dun woli...i wil b ok soon...^^

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wow...yest is bboy competition in sunway pyramid...for dis korea sparkling event oo!!! bcoz next sunday gonna hv a korean bboy show in wisma mca, if i nt mistaken la..haha...but i din go lol..coz renn dun wan go oso...n wana save money lol...kaka...spend a lot recently~~~erm, FAMOUS crew reali geng a!!! haha...reali rush lol...coz sunday morning wake up at 8am...damn earli!!! den go eat dim sum wf my famili, den go c doctor again!!! heiz...wil tell u all more detail in next post ...i mean about my health...haha...erm, dn straight tk ktm bk to kl...reali rush n tired...after reach mv, fai pick me n straught go sunway watch dis comp...luckili we dis miss any team geh performances although we late..haha...after go street nation studio coz wanna wait my cousin sis to come n pick me to yuan steambot for her bday celebration...wa...damn tired lol...summ0re wana tel u guys wat is hapen to the celebration...i duno wana angry o smile oso..haha!! c photo lol^^ *video wil upload soon*

kaka...i sepnd around 6 o 7 hours to complete dis layout...although stil nt perfect...but i wil keep trying to make it perfect!!!kaka^^ u all wait n c lol...but after done all dis, my head is spinning~~~ damn headache bcoz of facing my laptop for so many hours...kaka^^ reali relaz to stay at hometown...although boring, but i no ned woli anything as in my mum wil tc me all the time...wil cook for me, wil tk water for me, wil ask me eat med...haha...i seem like stil a little child...xtuali jz sumtime hope to b sayang by sumone...hehe...erm, summore hometown got my beloved baby..haha..today tk a few photos wf her ....all the pic is oso taken by webcam...dun woli, princess, i stil love u...coz i nt using u for 1 week le, bcoz i borow to my bro edi...so i used to use my webcam...dun woli, tomoro i hv to go sunway c dancing competition n celebrate my cousin sis bday lol...so sure wil use u..haha...muackz...gd9 everyone!!^^i hope i wil recover soon n u all mz tk gd care of ur health oo!!! as H1N1 is in Malaysia edi!!! so beware oo!!^^